Apparently I'm incapable of multitasking. So in lieu of working on crafts this year, I've been working on me. Since Baby A has been born (Oct. 2010) I've done nothing for myself. I have been trying to stay afloat with being a new mom and working full time. That junk is hard.
I made a decision as we were opening gifts on Christmas morning. I realized that even though my family makes me so happy on a daily basis, I wasn't happy with myself. This was starting to interfere with my relationship with my son and my husband. Now, Dave has constantly supported me. If I didn't want to work out, he never said a word. If I wanted a double cheeseburger, he wiped the mustard off my cheek. He's amazing. When I continually complained about how crappy I looked, he would soothe me in the beginning and tell me how beautiful I was. Then I think he'd had enough. He started to tell me it was up to me; that I had to make the change.
Well, I decided to listen. I signed up for MyFitnessPal.com and downloaded the app. I found Bodyrock.tv to do my workouts to. I read some inspirational thing on Pinterest:
I decided to give it 12 weeks, or 3 months of effort. To work out each day (with some rest days), eat more healthy meals, and to watch my calorie intake. It was hard. I mean I just wanted to give up every day for the first week. I think I made it because the workouts on Bodyrock are only 12 minutes, that's easy, right? I just kept going. By the end of January, I went from 142 lbs. to 132 lbs!! 10 lbs! Exclamation!! I bought new running shoes to celebrate.
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Then February came, I wanted to increase my workouts, so I started looking around for other options. I stumbled upon Nike Training Club. It's an app for iPod/iPhone that has tons of different interval workouts with the timer included! It is amazing! I actually started gaining muscle. I have to concentrate every time I do those workouts, which is 30 minutes at least. Concentrating keeps your mind off the pain. I got in a few runs in February, but I don't like cold weather, so I could only show off my new shoes to Baby A at home. He likes them. My hard work in Feb. took me from 132 to 129 lbs. I blame the muscle mass. Either way though, I was still losing, so I kept it up.
March. March was a tough month. I wanted so badly to give up and just sit on the couch after work every day. Lent was coming around, and I'm not Catholic, but I like to honor our Lord by attempting to cut something out. Well, I didn't do much, but I decided to give up on giving up. Until Easter Sunday, I would not complain or throw in the towel. It was basically a recommitment to myself. So, I would come home from work and clear out the living room and start my workout. A would come in and sit on my chest during sit ups, crawl on me during pushups, and jump with me during cardio. He's a great workout buddy.
I needed a little more variety, so I started running 2-3 days a week. At first, I was amazed that I could run 1 mile without collapsing. Yes, that's an accomplishment. Then I just kept adding mileage, and trying to do it faster. I have even started a challenge on NikeRunning.com to see if I can outrun one of my friends (I think he's winning). During the month of March I also started Jillian Michael's 30 Day Shred with some of my Mommy friends. That started on the 19th so we'll have to see the results of that venture later... like on the 19th of April. In March, I went from 129 to 124 lbs. That's 5 more, people. It's not a quick process, but it adds up!

April is here, and I'm still working every day. I change it up between NTC, 30DS, running, and playing in a co-ed soccer league. I'm down to 122 lbs. now and I intend on losing no more. It took me 100 days to get to the place that I feel comfortable with myself. Am I perfect? No. I will always see that extra little bit around my hips and on my legs. I will always see the stretch marks that I can do nothing about. My body has never been, nor will ever be perfect. It's mine though, and I'm working hard to keep it in shape. Heaven forbid the Hunger Games start up here! I also want to be able to play with Asher for a long time, I want my husband to still find me sexy. I want my body to fight off what illnesses it can. Health isn't an option, it's a lifestyle. My family gets a little irritated with me now, because I don't overindulge like I used to. I still have to work on this, it's a lifestyle change, not a quick diet. Some days are better than others, but every day I'm bustin' it (my arse, that is).
Here's some crappy cell phone pics of my progress, please ignore that I'm in my underwear and my bathroom is a mess. I change clothes 10 times a day. I also now realize, I'm standing different distances from the mirror, so it's hard to make good comparisons. Next time?!? Hopefully there won't be a next time!
If I can do this, so can you. I have been an active person my whole life, but I still had to work hard. I know it's daunting, no matter how much you have to lose. JUST DON'T QUIT! It may take longer, but you're going to make it if you just keep going. You can buy any workout program you like, but I did most of my stuff with free apps, and an old workout DVD. It took me the 90 days they promise you. You just need your body weight, maybe some hand weights, and determination! You get out what you put into a workout. If you have any questions, feel free to ask. If you think I look hideous, keep it to yourself.